Dreams!

Is it possible to have dreams come true? Could dreams be the forecast into the future? I have always wondered this because recently all my dreams have been so realistic I just want them to happen. Most of them are in places that I have been, with people that I see all the time and situations that really could possibly happen. I want to think that dreams come true, my life seems so much easier and better in dreams. Horrible to say but I wish I could live in my dreams forever.

We all have a lot of people we know, a lot people we care about
and would consider a friend. But how many of those people are
you truly a friend to? How many would you do anything for,
and they could always count on you?
How many people would you consider to be a "true friend" to you?

I think a true friend will always be on your side, would always stand up for you, and will always tell you the truth despite what you might want to hear. Someone who would never talk trash behind your back, would be selfless, honest, true and would have integrity. Someone that you can trust with anything you tell them. A positive, uplifting source. Someone who puts a smile on your face and makes you laugh even in your worst moment because they truly love you, for you.

Now I know, nobody is perfect and we all have our moments.. if we could be conscious, always working on making good qualities better, being more positive and nicer to others. I personally don't care to be around someone who is a trash talker, or is negative.

This is something I have particularly had on my mind lately... Friends, rude people, selfishness, etc...
A new years resolution I made is to be nicer to others, help others more often, be selfless, more mellow, and in a sense, be that smile that a stranger might need. I know it's something that I need to continually work on!

Life's Lessons

Here are some things that I have learned this past year.... I got more than planned.

1. I am happy.
2. Although everyday is a hard day I know that I am NEVER truly alone, I know that I am being watched over.
3. Forgiveness is a SIMPLE thing when it turns into gratitude.
4. It took me a minute but I DO know that I am loved. I need to be loved.
5. There are good hearted people out there that actually care (even about me!)
6. I am a pretty emotional person
7. I love myself.
8. We need to take every chance and opportunity we get
9. I am a very deep thinker.
10. My relationship with the Lord has increased immensely and I love it. I know to truly be able to be happy I need to continue to better my relationship with him.
11. I am a very nice person.
12. I LOVE where I am at in life.
13. I have loads of issues that I know will only be healed in time.
14. I NEED girlfriends.
15. My life always has and always will revolve around the Savior, I love the Lord, I love going to church, I love the temple and I love the joy and peace it all brings. The truth is an empowering thing.
17. I know my self worth.
18. I am picky.
19. I have the most AMAZING family in the world!!!
20. I AM good enough!
21. I will always be a mama's girl and I will always need my dad.
22. I spend a lot of time alone and I find it healthy.
23. I am not perfect but I am trying.
24. I know that my prayers DO and will get answered
25. EVERYTHING happens for a reason.

I thought I knew myself, but I have learned many things that I am grateful for that I would not take back, so many things that I need to be able to live a long happy life! I am grateful for the things that I have learned and will continue learning, and for the opportunity to better myself.

Hooray for the Bachelorette!!

She's back!!! Ali from the last season of the bachelor with Jake is the new bachelorette. She obviously didn't win and thank goodness because deserves better then Jake, I think she was to perfect for him anyway. I love the Bachelorette/Bachelor what can I say. I have always believed that someone could possibly find love this way. Anyway I already have two favorite of who I want to win her heart.

 
This is Chris L. He is a 33 year old landscaper from Cape Code MA. I this he is dreamy and from what I have seen in the show he is very nice and down to earth.






This is Roberto he is a 26 year old Insurance Agent from Charelston NC, and man what can I say just look at this guy he is dang attractive. I really hope he wins the whole thing and if he doesn't send him my way haha.

Moved Home

So to update people that are unaware I have moved back home with my parents. I'm not sure how excited or not excited I am about this situation. For the past year and half I have lived in Provo, Utah in BYU student housing. I really haven't enjoyed it all that much, I enjoyed being around friends but at the same time it was hard because everyone was in school so it was still very lonely. I decided to move home to save money mostly and I knew at least at home I will never been lonely. I'm hoping this summer will bring on new adventures not only in my singles ward which I am going to try and get involved in but also with being in school still. Who really knows what the summer will bring but I hopefully only good things. Something things I want to be able to do this summer are
• Traveling
• Spending time with friends
• Spending time in the sun
• Hiking
• Learning to wakeboard & longboard
• Passing all my classes
I know that this isn't that long of a list but its a start of things I want to accomplish this summer hopefully I can do everything

New Obsession

So I believe that I have become obsessed with Nixon watches. I can't help myself but I just want to buy every single one of them. I also have recently just bought one from ebay

This one will be added to my collection in about 4 days when I receive it in the mail, I'm pretty excited because I can wear it with anything and I got if for over half the price of what is originally is. 

This is the one I currently own, it has multiple colors and I hope to plan on getting one if every color. I think they are the cutest watches ever. I have never really been into watches till I found them and I have never gotten so many comments on just a single watch. So now I'm starting my wonderful collection of Nixon watches.

One Tree Hill!!!

So a few weeks ago me and some friends from work took a small trip up to Park City to see One Tree Hill film possibly there very last season and very last episodes. First my friend from work went up on Wednesday and didn't tell me about it then I begged her to let me come with her again on Friday so we went. It probably was the funnest I had in a very long time. I seriously still remember how every one of them acted and how some were nice and some were completely snotty. Anyway it was a blast and I can't wait to see the actually episodes where they filmed in Utah so I can say I was there.

This was the whole group of girls that took the 1hr 1/2 drive up to park city to stalk the cast. It was so much fun I didn't know any of the girls other then the one driving but I think that I have just made a few more just from this night. 

 These were the stupid white fans that took the cast from filming to there trailers. We followed them around all night. We got pretty sick of following them so we ended up talking to one of the drivers and he gave us details about when there getting picked up and even about an AFTER PARTY!!!! Yeah we got the whole inside scoop on the after party where and when, I felt pretty proud of myself because I totally was apart of getting that info.

This is probably my all time favorite character because he is pretty dang attractive. I wasn't able to find him the night I went but stole the picture from my friend the day before. This is Steven Colettii or Chase in the show. I mean come on ladies you can't disagree with me on this one....haha

This is probably the cutest kid ever. This is Jamie Scott he is Hayley and Nathans little boy. He was the first to leave the party and one of the girls we were with asked his mom if we could get a picture with him. She is so cute and his face turned bright red when all there girls wanted to get a picture with him it was so cute.

This is the second group that came out of the party. Sophia Bush (Brooke) was a favorite on the show but she was really shy in person she didn't want to do single pictures so we all did a big group. And Austin (Julian) is so hot and she fun to talk to. He was probably the nicest guy there but I wish they could of stuck around a little longer to just chill. And Jana (Alex) is the new girl I don't really like her much in the show but she was still way nice in person. I would have to say that Sophia is TINNY she is so small and skinny but the other two looked like they do on TV

This is Clay from the show is also new to the cast this season, he is Nathans manager. We caught him on the way up to the party but had to stop him anyway. He seemed to be in a big rush but he still let us take picture of him. He is also smaller in person then what he looks like on the show.

SKILLS!!! He was probably the coolest of them all. We never really ended up going into the party because at first it was a closed event so no one was allowed in so we just chilled outside and the couches and stuff but then he came out and took pictures with us then told us that we should go in and party with him. None of us really knew what too do so we stayed outside of the party because we still had more pictures we wanted to get. And also when we asked for his picture he had a bunch of hochies around him and they all gave us dirty looks but then the funny thing was is that Skills and Steven ended up ditching them and taking off to who knows where without the girls. It was pretty funny the girls were pretty upset that they were left but they were ugly anyway.

 

Bethany Joy (Hayley) was my all time FAVORITE she was so nice and actually talked with us instead of just getting picture and taking off. She was so nice and again so tinny. During the day everyone was saying how she was the rudest and never would talk to fans but I'm glad it didn't turn out to be like that because she is and probably always will be my favorite.

This is Lee (Mouth) He was so short and sooo skinny. But he was really nice and again he was one of the only ones that talk to us. Something I learned that night about his was that he was Minkus from Boy Meets World. I couldn't believe it at first but the more you think about it and look at him you can totally see it. We wanted to say something about it but after he left we remembered....darn to late

This was the very last group that came out. This was probably around 2 in the morning we waited all night to just get a picture with Nathan (the one by me). He has been on the show since the very beginning and is our age in his early 20's. He was way drunk when we took this picture and was a little iffy on letting us do it in the first place but I talked them into it. Nathan though has lost a lot of muscle and is way skinny and not very built like it looks on the show. Then there was Quin the girl. She was kind of dressed a little slutty and wasn't very nice. She didn't want to stand by any of us but only by the two guys. I didn't really like her much. I was like 20 degrees outside and look at what she is wearing, a shirt I hope she froze when she went outside. Then Clay got in the picture again. 

That was my night with One Tree Hill. I was really pound of myself because I was the one that asked for everyone's picture when they came down the stairs because everyone else was to chicken. What my thinking was it that they probably won't remember me anyway so why not make a fool of myself oh well I really don't care what they think but we were there very last fans to meet them and make a good impression on Utah hopefully they will come back for another season and maybe even come back to film in Utah again. I had so much fun and am so glad that I got out of my shell and just went for it.